This is What I Think:

I think its pathetic that you still think you need him. You don't!
I think he is being a total self-centered asshole and being totally immature and selfish.
I think you deserve more than his bullshit.
I think your one of my best friends and if I'm being a bitch its only 'cause I love you and want so much more for you and I think you don't see that yet but I want you to so badly!

That is what I'm thinking.